夢裡的孤獨

When he came, I was in the attic of the patio, curled up in the lounge chair, in the sun while reading a book. Looking at his coming from the sun, with a faint smile, he was the gentle man years ago DSE Maths Mock Paper

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He sat down at my around forever "on a business trip, after here, want to see you. I do not know your be fond of is like many years ago, to bring you all is many years ago what you like."
Still remember many years ago, across the playground, go to the reception office box full back into favorite snacks, in roommates hungry eyes, carefully decorated with...
When we were together in few words, so, when I took out a pair of go, nor did he surprise! Know that he would come today, how can no longer game again?
Mother tea sent up, see is a sun and quiet in the us. Afterwards, mother said to me, in fact, you are the most ideal. Of course, this is another story.

I lost, memory is rarely win him. He smiled and said to me: "hasn't seen for years, you are still the languid woman ah, just like many years ago, the first time the buttonwood tree in the school to see you, when you are reading, quiet and beautiful again."
I still looked him in the eyes, where once there are too many stories, there is pain, despair, guilt, but right now, is full of happiness. I told him, in fact I changed, just lost himself, was eventually I fetch it.
I didn't think he would mix of such early, after things like that, he quickly turned into a mature man. He gently turn the ring finger ring "at the time of want to settle down, met a right person. What I want is a perfect calm marriage, is not a ups and downs of intense feelings. And you? Why don't find a home for yourself?" Obviously, I didn't think he will transfer subject to me, "I'm just waiting, sometimes, love is waiting."
He smiled a finger touch my cold fingertips "remember graduation, I promise to you, if many years later, you did not marry, I did not marry, let's go together. Do you remember?" In the hot summer,DR REBORN there are always some things can bring a cool and refreshing to heart. Just, then our side have their own people, only, our life seems to be bad, the person has rebelled against me, and he, because there is no security, and his girlfriend to eat a lot of sleeping pills...
I still remember that night, he is in Beijing, I in jiangsu, maybe he was drunk, on the phone, he cried, hysterical asked me "is it because not enough love, she can punish me so? Why are not you with me together?" I am dumb.
I smile let him hold my fingertips, "because we are two lonely and sad soul, destined to become a bosom friend, can't become lover..." He froze, let go of the hold my hand and fiddled with my hair gently "my wife's due in April this year, checked, is a girl, I hope you can give her a name."
When he held me down when I eat, mother is very strange look at us, she didn't know that the feelings between us would have on the lover. The table, I want to drink, he didn't drag me, finally, after several glasses of red wine drinking, arts of drunkenness, he said gently rubbed my hair "or drunk and lovely, at the very least, it's not that cold."
After dinner, he went away, I determined to send him to the door of the community. Parting, he gave me a hug, tightly embrace I said "I don't know who can have the honor to hold your hand, but you must be very happy, very happy."
I grabbed his clothes, his face buried in, at that moment, I have already broken. "I was going to marry a plain warm man, after my plain warm life..."
He's gone, he knows me, I also know him, but is destined we this life can only be friends burgundy wine...
I gave to his daughter's name is "warm"